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i dropped my belt --" at the bus interchange somewhere.
boarded the bus and its gone. twofifty. ahha.
either flush them away or drop them somewhere. argh.

the paper was okay.
didnt feel the relief aft it thoughs.
more worried actually.

had kfc with ber and ching.
guides lied to us again.
what modern dance. we leaning indian dance lah.
okay, perhaps its modern indian dance. but still. ): urgh.

went shopping for stuff at j8 with ber. left halfway.
went to bishanCC to bid farewell. haha. yihui hugged me. lol.
rayson was like - -"


look! they decided to put this on the MRT TRACKS. heh.

this morning huiqi pamela was blur.
running all ard to find her entry proof, which was in her file. --"
and her classrm. and her dictionary.
talk abt unpreparedness. :P

flying off tomorrow!
gona grow wings overnight!
will only return on 6th nov.
missing paradiseLive ):

pack luggage. : D
bleaching soon (:

oh, happy birthday jaslyn! owe you one :X

ciaos.
miss me okay. lol.
tag!

tomorrow.

im pressurised.
but im laying it all at your feet.

tomorrows the day already.

oh, i saw lilac clouds! i mean not the whole blob purple lah, it gradually fades to lilac. : D
made my day.

although went to and from bishan twice today.
to shepherd tracie and take my forgotten notes.
thanks yihui n luannie! :D

happy bday, brandon : D

off*

saturday

the brothers having brothers night. so fun.
i think sisters night clash with the trip ):
cant spend quality time.
then cant witness the gr8 transformation of lucy!
argh.
cant go to paradise live also. D:

oh wells.
lugged the guitar to mak's house this morning.
and amused her with the incidents that happened ytd. lol.
had cakes --" for breakfast @ starhub.
think god really touched her during the service. hurs.
thank god for all of you who had prayed and will pray for her <3

anw the 2nd worship song was really nice.
anyone knows the title? or got the song? send me please : D

meeting was itchy. haha. mosquitos breed around the stagnant waters of istana park.
but the knowledge given was useful. and applicable.
but it was special, walking ard in ps, comparing the world and us.
like how many really understand the meaning of the cross, just use it deco/fashion purposes. pui.

oh yah. project runway is taking over the time slot of atm!
haha. seems quite nice. but somehow, i never really liked fashion design. wonders why.

awaiting.

*

iM sHo baD i neBeRz sTay Up LazZ niGht tu sEe e sTarsTars.

how to type like that?
haha. but loser me. i dozed off early last night.

oh yah, why yesterday the sec twos all never cry one?
i went back sch to see pple cry one leh.
last yr de today we were at reservoir. haha. fond memories.

this entry can be entitled "a day where everything goes wrong", you know the primary school cliche popular title? but mine very unique one loh. haha.

woke up late. :X
went to prepare lesson at northpt macs.
then went off to j8. wanted to mug. but everywhere so crowded, decided to meet rach at serangoon instead.

WHAT A cursed place. ):
on the nice little bus ride, was looking out.
then i saw smth.
a pc of smth.
on the ground.
in the middle of the roads.
its a squashed. CAT.
i cant even tell if its a cat. dog? rat? bird?

but a flat furry pc of white is on the floor. and blood all over.
and theres flesh.
and the first thg i think of was a FORK.
pamela, how can u overthrow me?
she wants to overthrow the tanchi society chairman. hello?!

tramautised. got off at the RC busstop and headed to macs.
then walking near the coffeeshop.
saw this old uncle stomping angrily walking towards me looking straight
then as i past him, he roared screamed shouted roared and smack his whole hand at my back.
and i went "oww. pain leh" then i contd walking.
then the unsympathetic singaporeans kopitiam patrons were all like "oooh! yi jin eh si siao ehh! (oh, hes really mad! in hokkien)"
okay. i confirmed their suspicions hes mad. why noone come foward and thank me ahh D:

now very paranoid, called pple to take up time while waiting for rach. heh.
theres another man muttering to himself. scary. and this sec sch guy with a-do pict in his wallet.
man. weird pple in weird place.

no church pple ard man at that time. ):
okay. the rest of the day not bad alr.
haha. in the end went baack to RC for shepherding.
rach went off.
joined pam and huitian for shepherding. heh.

prayermeeting was good.
think worship was really good today. :D
missed eewee yihui. and the rest of the nedone pple. haha.

crap ard in the RC then went of with pam.
RUNNING again. after bus.
we are always running.

heh.
stood at lobby of my block and waited for the sun to set.
so pretty : D
sunsets are so so nice.

rainbow sky.
but its quite cloudy today. ):

tgif!
its saturday tomorrow.
i pray and wish and hope and pray.
dwell. loving life.

r a i n .

its raining all over the place.
bishan, angmokio, yishun, potongpasir, eunos, thomson, simei.
xin must be so happy.

when will it really be the day? how soon?

feel like blogging abt nth.
D: chi Os really sickening.

if only i have a balcony. or can climb up to the roof.
ooh! means later the skies will be so pretty. no more clouds to block out the stars. shall sleep late.

the greatest artist of all. works of ur fingers.
i stand in awe.

pluck. strum. stare/

oh ya, the tagboard's back :D fixed it.

overslept. over the intended time.
was being WAY pathetic, sitting outside NP BK and waiting for it to open.
went to push the door and its locked. malu-fied.

finally had breakfast.
then mcflurry.
studied chi.

then went to bers hse.
practised guitar. then her little bro came and played with my guitar. lol.
quite cute lah. was showing me skateboard tricks. oh hes K2.

had winit meeting. so didnt go for guides ^^
running ard like tong ji fan ): so tiring.
practised more guitar, waiting for pamela. she had chi ):

then we went for lesson :D
sophia and ned2/3 were at RC.
and alot of other brothers. and some jc pple.
today learn alot. fun :D
but like aft pam left, then i sit there and feel inferior. lol!
i cant connect with musicians man.
haha desmond ian and other brothers were playing.

so i stare lorh. - -"
i love the plucking sounds. but i cant pluck well.
haha i wont be defeated! haha someday lah. 5? haha. 10?

then went home liao.
with the ned2/3 pple. nice sisters :D

watching the thailand video now. so sweet. missed the times again. :D

atm.

naima won.
actually i know long ago. but still ):
kahlen was weeping and she looked so sad. no that anyone care much.
such practical people. stinky.
americans next top model season two's over ):
whens the next one? :D

new layout.
image from getty.
didnt really like it. and made another one but apparently pete says it doesnt blend or smth.
so use this first lah. ahha.

post exam activities tml ):
and theres winit interview. some newspaper wana interview us abt the exchange prog - -"

oh yah. look at this pretty sunset scenes :D
overlooking my house on sunday.





QT and hit some books.
ciaos. :D

im incredibly weak i fail chem ):
im incredibly normal i fail amaths. ):

ahha.
da ji after da ji.
what a day.

had ramen as a self consolation bah.
shopped around for sis prez with xin.

i didnt do my best. thats why u didnt do the rest bah.
gonna set the momentum straight for next year.
such an anderson-sounding phrase. but true, to a certain extent.

even though sometimes ur ways i cannot understand,
i will never walk away because my futures in your hands.
i wont turn back and go their way, cause im running after you.

-

prune me : D

today rocked.
its a day of much learning (: and realisations.
really understood so much more.

shepherding in the morn @ Isle cafe.
sounds high class right. haha.
for those of you that still dont know, its like pete says "the kopitiam" at the entrance of cuppage.
anw yihui was late cause the bus lah.
and i very dumb, didnt bring pen so stood there and stone.

ian came and talked a while.
then he went with a grp of hoppies. but i dont know what they have in common. haha. like all from different ministries n cgs. haha.

shepherding was fresh. (:
study on ephesians. from three verses can learn so much. haha.

then ran off to pick up evona and liwen.
by gods grace, we made it in time :D
evona received christ!
welcome sister. (:
sermon was WOW. pastor really made me realised alot of things.
the fruit. not fruits. come together.
from inside out, not outside in.
PRUNE ME!

long time since i went down during altarcall. it still feels good.
and back in the same room last november.
things feel strangely familiar.
still rmb was there with ber jo qiao and it was peter and daryl (?) telling us more.
i dont know the guys name, heh.
it was jiancong today.
and somehow im the only one answering the Qs. so paiseh. lol.

sent liwen back to the mrt and rush back for lunch with the cg : D

clm. was inspiring. was practical and really useful.
another wakening call.
such applicable lessons.

then.
smth really interesting happened.
me n pam went to get icecream lah.
she got some belgium choc n i got tiramisu :D

and.

pamela's volcano!

look at how shi bai we are.

bad shot. laughing too much.
i was laughing at how shi bai she is. her little dots of choc all over the floor.
and i started digging at my cone with a spoon to take away the icecream above the cone. and PLOP! the whole pudding shaped icecream PLOP plopped on the floor next to her choc dots! :X

not very funny lah. but it was very fun then mah.
we very malu one leh. alot of times liao. such incidents. haha.

:D

bond.
let it never break.

sum.

im not scared of ian anymore! :D

reminder to self.
exams are not over yet.

had guitar lesson today (: school was super unconstructive.
had a floury rocking cg ytd.
had shepherding and DDR! with ying @ chinatownpt on tues.
had stoning session at home on mon.

summary. (:
its gona be saturday again! lalala.

evil barney.

a pretty unconstructive day :D
how many more days can i be unconstructive anyway?

watched bleach #2.
yeay. tml got sch. hope arkar got bring bleach (: im dying for more.
was eating when barney called. then she came my house. lol.

that evil dinosaur came n messed up my house.
played guitar, watched bleach, played lego, watched snow angel, poke ard with clothes and she PAINTED MY NAILS.
that purple dino.
my toenails look weird now. and bubbles from ppg is happily stuck on my thumbs. --"
and we ate non-stop.

she just went home. ahha.

qt. ciaos. :D

1510-1610

my muvo's dying. ):
must be laugh at pple too much. retribution ):
laughed at pete n wilson mp3s being sat on and pam's one, being trapped with uhm, someone.
and now mine's dead! ):
aft i upload all the songs somemore. grr.
haha. anw.
had a superfun time just now and yesterday :D

ahha.
lugged cixins present- a king size comforter (aka quilt/ blanket) and shirt n slippers to her house and meet with ber so we can arrange it in her room :D and give her a surpirse when she comes home. and how drama can this get. she boarded the house i was about to alight from!
but she didnt see me. i ran down n hide behind the busstop. spas --"
so we happily got into the house n did our stuff. and poor makmak supposed to act like she forgot to bring xin's present.

then went off to meet rach n yihui..
had fishballs. ahha.
service was okay (:
really really happy for pamela.
mavis accepted Christ! i can really see the joy from pam's eyes. touched.
the joy that seems so far away from me ):
had inter-unit games after a very long walk to SMU. (: smu got art gllery! so nice!
and they have seven eleven in campus. and so many more shops. mango juice!
shared salmon with pam and this chocoberry thing among the three of us (:
oh, the games were quite fun :D ned won!
and sihan very sacrificial. haha. got some nail thing poke in his feet. but he carried on everythg as per normal (:

udmm was enriching, as always.
what an amazing true story shared.
this guy was caught in china for evangelising, for sharing the gospel.
and got in prison.
*then i forgot what happened*
but he managed to WALK OUT of the prison in front of guards. by being faithful and trusting in god.
and god told him he isnt useful in china anymore, and that he should continue his work in germany. he was wondering how on earth he can go to germany when a man came to him and gave him his passport. he was then worried because the photo n his face so different but he trusted in god anw. and god told him to not speak at the customs.
and he did not. and thats because theres some device that can recognise voices and can identify him or smth. and he got thru and got to germany. (:
true story. but broken. cause i uhm, got sstm. haha.

then aft the meeting, me n pam ran to dougby ghaut mrt.
we got lost halfway :X
ran all the way >.>
then splitted and i went to meet ber and we rushed down to marina bay (:
for steamboat.
oh, some ex andersonians were there. haha.
ate four fishballs. the meals on saturday at such weird timings.

and we went bowling! bowling at night very atmospheric (:
then we took this pick-up truck to marinabay mrt! So shiok! its like escape ride lah. w.o the heights. (:
then took train home. and loads of phototaking..

*

this morn went for adult service with my sister, brother-in-law, berber and jon.
me ber n jon all overslept :X haha.
adult service so different..
ate alot. and uh. discuss the hongkong/taipei trip, with jon adding in his own experiences. haha. like he been to everywhere..

played DDR! so fun. haha.

...

gratitude.

haha.
its such a great day i dont feel like blogging.
its so overwhelming, my poor command of language cant describe ):
but im becoming senile, and losing my memory.
so i got to jot this great day down (: to keep it along with all the other wonderful memories.
i have such a blessed life :D

was leaving home to meet kclan this morning when i saw this pamphlet thingy at the door. wanted to throw it away lah. but realised its a letter.
it reads:

miss lim lay ling;
we are pleased to notify you that you've been invited on a TREASURE HUNT, proudly presented by the amazing kclan.
shall not type on.

so i went to collect my first clue. at the lift lobby. and see. CIXIN standing there :D
thank god they think im stupid. because i really am.
if cixins no there i wud probably not make it home (:
the treasure hunt is made up of a series of photos of pictures ard my house. like void decks etc.
its co-planned by xin n ber. and they even went to take a photo of my sis's house closed door. and xin climbed ten floors with me. lol.

and guess what?
yah, the rest of them, including qiao, had apparently got themselves into my house and set up all the stuff. (: and yet again, they force me to search for my presents, which they have hidden around the hse. and im dumb lah. but eventually, found all.
and had the lychee martini cake. its nice :D
then they made me change into the clothes they bought. and heels also. so hiao.
haha. but its nice lah. and alot of food. (:

thankyou. i really appreciated the efforts.
and thank you qiao ber jon pete for the giant laygolego and PLANETSHAKERS cd! x) lend u all someday. lol.

then the seven of us went for thai express at j8.
it rocks leh. haha. brought back some memories in june. phat tai. how to spell? the nice guotiao thing. ahha. we had fun kopping each others food.

then took neo and ber joined us (:
walked ard somemore.
and me n ying took bus.

went to rc for prayermeet.
was in the loo when i hear yihui saying "ehh later layling come our we sing bd song for her ok?"
lol. but it was still very nice. having all the sisters and brothers to sing bd song for you (: everyone was asking if its actual day. lol.
the worship songs were nice. emmanuel.
then got shooed into the room after pm. surprise! cake and birthday song from neD
nice chocolate one this time. :D thank you nedone! and neD.
and pam xuan amelia arthur weiwen weixin n seepeng for the all purple stuff box
she got me a box with all pruple stuff- shirt, candies, erasers etc etc.
and dear sheeps! rachel, tracie n jieling! for your pres. :D
had a mini affirmation session. was touched and felt really blessed. but their plan failed. i didnt cry. :P the guitar session before pm was .. awkward. haha. thanks yihui for staying ard. haha. i shall not be scared of ian. :X i know hes nice lah. but still v weird mah >.>

rushed home for the mini party. uh. i dont know why this yr have also.
and thank god! i got a new guitar! actually my first guitar also. (:
perfect reason to practise harder ehh. its expensive. ):
had a third cake. mango. still can eat. lol.
and loads of food with couz and aunt etc.

lala.
thats the day. (:
and oh. its cixins birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
also to darren, yixin, mrs mich tan (lol) and charmaine!

thank you all for making this day so great :D
loading all the songs pam lent and they bought into my mp3. so gay! i mean im happy. ahha.
and theres saturday to look forward to, tomorrow.
what can i not thank god for?

loves.

thirteen :D

err. blogger weird weird one.
but. ahha! i got smth to blog abt :D feels life is returning.

ber ber gave me a pruple guitar pick when i met her this aftnoon (:
its pretty! haha.


and i guess correctly (:
she brought me to qiao's hse.
supposed to swim. but it rained ): haha. anw i cant swim well. lol.
so we were lazing in her room and we ate cupcaes her aunt aka ah hong made (:
nice leh. and finally decided to leave home.
and i had a sever wardrobe malfunction. lol.
so me n ber wore her clothes (:


me n ber maluated ourselves.
by scaring the wrong person @ the lift --"

took neos. and had swensens! with pete n jon too.
let the picts speak for themselves (:





qiao dropped her fry in the drink. ahha.


the sundaes.


after a while..


and had kfc :X
met sharleen and april (:
and soon left me n ber to go home.
lugging smth ^^

oh! and i got this cute ichigo thing. haha. madness. (:

hes hanging happily on my wallet now (:

anw im supposed to broadcast here that qiao is the first one to wish me happy birthday.
and bers the second. (:

oh and thank god! im blessed physically and financially.
dad just gave me some money. dont have to worry so much already (:

cheers (:
thank you pple for making time for me. ahha.

great day.

b l e a c h.

ahha!
just watched the first episode of BLEACH.
haha i know, VERY very slow.
thanks xuan! she sent me last night. :D

kurosaki ichigo! :D
orange hair ^^

haha. lester's nick: i didnt know that orange went with purple until you showed me a sunset. nice right. :D

oh random fact: cats camels and giraffes are the only freaks that walk with two left legs then two right. all the other animals are left and right, left and right. got this from a comic strip. dont know if its accurate. ahha.

yeah. ciaos!

n o n e!

NONE.

its OVER! finally.

no more OMR sheets.
no more tying knots on foolscap.
no more "pens down!"
no more writing name reg no. ten times
no more ti-kumming.
...

ahha. :D
but dont know why today not high leh.
the short pants meimeis went ps. and i went home with the guides cookies. :D
after breakfast. and realising we are the only no-life pple at AMK MACS. i thot will have alot of andersonians then very atmospheric. guess im wrong.

caregroup ROCKED.
games were fun and forfeits were GRUEsome. almost puked. ahha. saved thanks to lays potato chips. as in the real chips. lol. and karchians water. thanks girl! :D
trac and grace, great games! :D
ahha. was really impacted during teaching and worship.
i want to run to the altar
and catch the fire
to stand in the gap
between the living and the dead
give us a heart of compassion
for a world w.o vision..
anderson will NOT need to be repioneered. no.
then rushed off to meet my er-jie and her husband for dinner.
at some highclass newton place.
i so dont know how to carry myself.
lol. food was nice. loved the brownie and icecream (:

oh yah, its the joint celeb of my sis and my birthday :D

my bro-in-law was talking abt how i should get masters or study as far as i can and everythg. because its really different in the working world and everythg. wells. i really dont know --" ahha. all that kind of talk wears pple out. perhaps the "everything is possible" and unpractical mindset might leave me. lol.

ooh wells.

shall enjoy the rest of the packed week. seems really fun :D

one (:

O N E.

one down.

we survived!

uh. yah.
so at 2, we finally got released from the living hell.
4h45min of exams. coughs.

so far chem and maths very defeated.
haha. look at everyones faces after the papers.

yeah. wen j8 with ying jass and jon.
ate and went shopping. jon went off to, uhm, study.=
wilson is studying!! ahhh! :X
haha. kidding.

the coming days are packed like mad.
so god bless i can go through them (: -physically and FINANCIALLY.

ahha.

(:

ONE.

bb.

haha i got my internet back!
after being deprived for a few days.
uhm. got broadband.
please stop looking at me like im from stone age cause i used dialup until now can.
wdv.

and i manage to transfer all the phone picts to the comp!
so now can edit them (:

t h r e e more papers.

so caught up with post exam activities that i dont feel like im in the midst of exams anymore. --"
which is not good.

shall make a new blog layout soon.

missing anime x)

hafnt been online for almost a week. wah.
rejoice.
another 5 more papers x)

quite nice to be home early for a change.
had been going to bishan cc daily.

was at bk with ber n xin just now, self entertaining.
then loiter ard in northpt, with ber's consistent "go home lah. i want to sleep" --"
NORTHPOINT GOT TENCHI! and neoprint place. with outdated machines.
the three of us were stuck to anime.
xin's obsessed with this retarded anime. suits her alot thoughs. ahha.
bleach! soon. and prince of tennis!

oh yah
cixins acquaintance
from nyjc to lasalle.
nyjc art elect. wah. 0.o

caregrp ytd was gr8! (:
we were drawing on pple face using lipstick.
was fun. ^^
y!andersonians. (:
sec4s are leaving real soon.
12oct is their last day of school.
our last paper.

hmm.

happy childrens day! (:
im a child of god!
met yihui, trac, zhiwei and huitian for breakfast.
was late yet the earliest. ahha. :P
the three of them went off for a unit event and me n yihui went for marcom meeting.
think its really funny. pple were entertaining.
puaylin (is this how u spell her name?) doesnt look like teng at all. haha.
closed in prayer.

service today was incredible.
i feel really charged up, refreshed..
was really touched during worship.
its such a perfect love, agape love is.

had dearest waffle and a cooookie for lunch.
pam and i bu yue er tong craving for waffle.
had a talk with yihui then went off alone. to study @ bishan cc.

with 60cents.
but then again, by having money in my wallet. im richer than 92% of this world.
and by having a roof over my head. im more fotunate than 75%.
haha. stats revealed at service shocked me. hmm.
was sitting outside the studyroom cause very crowded.
then this irritating fan thing makes this sound of metal hitting smth
it reminds me of my dearest nescafe hitting the vending machine bottom.
and its $1.20 but i only have half and they dont sell half a can. sobs.
spent that oon sunshine bread. ahha.

met sis and broinlaw for dinner.
apparently movie tix ALL sold out. j8's earning big bucks.

another saturday well spent (:

lalala.
3 papers down. 2 days down, 7 days more to go.
i can survive! :D

sheep, happy one month!! <3